Still With Me Somehow

Verse 1: I wake up reaching for something That I know won’t be there The room feels the same as it always did But I feel it everywhere I still hear the way you’d say my name In the quiet parts of the day I don’t know why it comes back now But it never went away Pre-Chorus: I don’t look for signs in the sky I don’t ask for reasons why But some nights I swear I feel you near Like you never said goodbye Chorus: You’re still with me somehow In the way my chest still aches In the things I can’t throw out In the words I’m scared to say I don’t know where you are now Or how I’m meant to be okay But you’re still with me somehow And that’s enough for me today Verse 2: There are moments I forget Then the weight comes rushing in Like I’ve learned how to stand upright But I don’t know how to win I carry you in the quiet In the spaces in between Not everything that leaves us Ever really leaves Pre-Chorus: I won’t pretend I’m past the pain Or that I’ve learned to feel the same But I’m learning how to let it hurt Without letting it break me Chorus: You’re still with me somehow In the way I breathe you in In the shape of every doubt In the scars beneath my skin I don’t know where you are now Or when this stops feeling this way But you’re still with me somehow And that’s enough for me today Bridge: I know this wound won’t disappear It’ll just change its shape I’ll learn to live around it Learn what I can take Some love doesn’t leave us whole But it never really goes Final Chorus: You’re still with me somehow In the strength I didn’t choose In the nights I break down slow In the mornings I push through I don’t need to understand it now I don’t need the pain to fade You’re still with me somehow And I’ll carry you that way Outro: Still with me somehow