I Don’t Know How to Be

Verse 1: I woke up and forgot for a second Then it came back all at once Like the room learned a new silence And my name feels too much Verse 2: Your chair is still where you left it Nothing here knows you’re gone The world didn’t even slow down It just kept moving on Pre-Chorus: Everyone keeps asking how I’m doing Like there’s something I could say But I don’t know how to answer I don’t know how to stay Chorus: I don’t know how to be In a world where you’re not I don’t know who I am When I’m missing the one thing I’ve got I don’t feel brave I don’t feel strong I don’t feel anything right or wrong I just don’t know how to be Now that you’re gone Verse 3: I still reach for the phone Like I always did before Then I remember there’s no one On the other side anymore Pre-Chorus: They say time will do something They say I’ll understand But right now time is just passing Through empty hands Chorus: I don’t know how to be In a world where you’re not I don’t know how to breathe When the air feels like it stops I don’t feel faith I don’t feel grace I just feel the shape of your place I don’t know how to be Now that you’re gone Bridge: If love is supposed to be forever Why does it end like this If I’m strong, why am I breaking Over every little thing I miss Final Chorus: I don’t know how to be And I don’t need to yet I don’t need answers I don’t need what’s next I just need one more moment To fall apart I don’t know how to be With this weight in my heart Outro: I don’t know how to be